The weather??hmmm, what i can say about is its nice to experience cold weather everyday but non-stop raining??It would destroy a nice holiday which was suppose to be everyone to enjoy :) My holidays did not turn out so great cause i've so many things running in my mind. Thinking its unfair on the assignment for 2 person to contribute 100% and the other 3?? Whats worst is me being the leader is a much horrible thing. My members got shock when i said i had nothing on the assignment that could help. I hope i wasnt running from something because i was reli trying my very best to come out with something but it all ended all wrong :(
There's reli nothing for me to add on either but one thing im happy is ppl accept me as who i am. Lots of people are not perfect and there's definitely something im not good at tht ppl would seem to notice so i dun care how ppl thought of me. Or what kind of person i am. So im thinking that probably im starting to feel how the other person feel. And is not good to have a grudge on someone u don understand reli well right? Mayb im jus over reacting or probably this is the time im gonna go crazy??haha... i hope im all wrong...
This may also means that i may not do well in my finals as well, so means i gotta reli buck up and start chasing this subject like hell. Probably spend more time with it rather than the others since the lecturer doing this subject is not devoted enough to the student. It shows sheer lazziness in he's attitude. I would prefer a lady taking over he's job right now..Even in class i tried concentarting on he's teaching but what good does it do if he is not capable to explain ?? He's only willingly to give alot of clues but still the end result is not there...
I did make a promise to my parents that i wont fail this sem and i've to gonna make it real and reli happen. Proceeding with 2nd year is my dream for this year since new year is approaching really fast. And soon enough everyone would be busy preparing for finals so i gotta be somewhere ahead above everyone and i may look studious from the outside but like what one of my old fren tells me, it doesnt matter how hard you work but the matter of how u achieve it.... Thats very important...
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