haPPy Day :)

I'm so happy that i finally recovered from my fever desease and i no longer have to be sick and stay in bed again :) I've been sick for the whole of last week and it was a very terrible feeling for not being able to do anything. Everytime when i wake up i couldn't stand for awhile or even do my own stuff. I need to be in bed 24 hrs but there were times where i force myself to attend classes and my exams i did not study. Luckily i have friends who are rather helpful and they help me got through everything smoothly. I wanna thank someone for really being beside for me for that whole week and I know i gave him alot of trouble and probably there was some misunderstand we have. But everything is fine now and im happy too. Another good news is that someone has found a job that he likes but he is very busy now.
I know that at times it is difficult for us to see each other or even chat with each other because when i'm in school he would be at work and when he's off then he needs he's rest too. Thats very sad because there is so many things i wanna say to him. But i understand that the next day he would need to get up very early in the morning to drive to work and then work long hrs or sometimes work overtime since christmas is so near. I cant wait to see him again and go out to do some shopping. But i cant give him any presents because for now im quite financially tight for the moment. I have some family problems which limits me from using over my budget and if i really go over i might need to fork out my own savings as well.
But one thing good is that it teaches us a lesson not to spend so much. I've told him that no christmas and birthday present because i'm really in no position at all and i'm really sad because i want to get him something. Mayb if its possible i can get him one for he's birthday. After all i think that is more important. For now, i just wish that we could spend time for christmas as its a public holidays but he has work. But he would receive double pay which is also a good news right?He has been financially tight because he couldn't get a job and even this is a part time , it pays better then he's previous job too which is a good thing too. I'm happy that god has answer my prayers. He help me to recover and at the same time give me my wish.... I hope that he gets the offer to stay and i really am hoping he would really consider. It seems that he doesnt wanna continue because the working hours are too long for him but its like that during peak season right?
As for what happen with my family, ill make the story short. My dad is a bad person to me and the only good person is that he can supports the family and we need him to do that if not we would not be able to further our studies at all. Without he's support i dont think i could come this far to continue my degree even if its not a private. And i thank god for that but sometimes things gets out of our control and he is always a jerk and always thinking that we have to bow to him jus because we are using he's money and he always think that we are taking he's money which is so untrue. He doesnt know whats love and what needs to be sacrifice. Only a person knows how to love deserve to gets love by other people. What he needs is jus respect and face only, thats all. Reputation and status is always the top for him and nothing else matters anymore, not even he's own frsh blood.