Tuesday, June 9, 2009

What a beautiful Day

I think today is a beautiful day, don't you think so? All this while i've being longing for days to pass as quickly as possible but today i wish that time will move abit slower. It is a day i believe that i will enjoy :) I have being going for yoga classes non-stop this 2 days and it has been very tiring but at the same time i feel energized.
This week i'm gonna start work in taipan & thinking of it makes me pretty excited too. I mean where do u get the chance to jus work oni for a day and it falls on a weekends?How cool is that?lolxx
Of course i have to thank my dear friend for recommending me this job and i would be seeing her this coming thurs which is tomorrow. I'm suppose to meet the person in charge a.k.a the boss. So i have to give her a good impression too i suppose. As usual when i think back my ex college friends attending classes makes me feel much bored. Everyday seeing them is like a motivation but now i'm all alone. So i hope i can get through it myself.
Right now i'm just feeling so hungry but i always tell myself i must control what i eat. Must eat but not too much or over eat. Cause den all my yoga stretching would all be gone into the drain and i don't want that to happen. I wan to tell myself i'm confident that i can get the figure i always dream of and dreams do come true. We jus need to grab the opportunity to make it real. Same goes for study, this time would be my last chance so i must treasure it like there is no tomorrow.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

-7.06.09-

As the clock are ticking slowly , i was wishing it was ticking much faster then i would have less worries about my studies. Unlike my sis she could start studying now and busy with homeworks??Unbelievable right?She never does homework when she was in TARC. I hope i'm as busy as her when its my time. What did i do today??Hmmm... i went for a haircut this afternoon and although i miss my long hair , i'm pretty satisfied with the results i'm getting. It makes me feel more confident and everyone seems to agree the same.
Another thing i'm trying to aim in my life is weight losing and i am still trying very hard to impress myself and everyone. I did see some results from one of my friends comments. She said that i look different now and i thank her for raising my motivation. She's the best i have in my life and of course there are others u know. I really miss being close with them, its like losing half your life without them .
I got a job offered to me and its quite simple and its on a weekends which i think is no problem. Plus I've always wanted to work and study at the same time without my studies affected by it. I think its a good opportunity for me to be finally a useful person. I always think that i was useless especially in the eyes of someone close to me. Finally i have the chance of proving I'm useful and i thank the friend who recommend this job to me.

Friday, June 5, 2009

=05.06.09=

Finally i can start blogging about my new and boring life... Well, it won't be boring once my new life starts in a new college soon.. I'm looking forward to a better future the college can assist me.. But i still wish that i could continue being in my old college mixing with the usual gang i used to have.. But its all too late to regret because there is no way to turn back time anymore.. I had the opportunity and i didn't use it well.. So, too bad.
Holidays has been wonderful but i'm not used to having too long a holidays.. I rather make myself useful. And thank god i found something to do that make me feels that time passes faster.. I'm currently taking up yoga and i've even change my eating habits.. But i still missed those times where me and my gang go makan makan without considering how many calories i'm adding up because i'm enjoying myself thats most important..
About the stressful part is that i have done something big that is wrong which is i loose my landlord's keys.. But it was a key that is useless and i really dunno whther to confess to her or not. I'm not sure what to do and i'm still trying my best to retrieve back the key.. If i know this would happen, i wouldn't separate it in the first place. What a stupid idea !! I thought i won't be that forgetful to think where i might placed it. I hope that nothing goes wrong if i didn't return it. My plan is to return whatever keys i have right now with me and hope the agent wont ask anything either.. Its already bad enough for me to be moving back to subang and loose so many friends i've cherished.