Thursday, November 5, 2009

latest update

After so long of not updating my blog I suddenly don't know where should i start :-D I'll start by section I of my life which is the utmost important thing in my life . My study life in Segi college hasn't been so great after all. Its not about the lecturers because i don't find any problems with them and its not about the grades either. Its about having frens like how i used to have in my ex college. I suddenly miss them so much and i wish i had perform much better last time and then i wouldn't be here sufferring. So far i can manage my time with studies and yoga jus the social life is not so perfect as i expect to be. Mayb its jus for this sem im not too sure bout it.What im hoping is that it will get better. Its like nobody wants to be close with me jus because im an ABC.
As for my grades i did pretty well for last semester :) I got 2 distinctions but of course it was jus a silly subjects but i do feel pretty great having such beautiful results. Thanks to my grandma blessing and not forgetting the lecturers who has been very kind to us for giving us full guidance. For this sem is gonna be a challenging one because im in 2nd year and subjects are expected to be very high standard. If u don't perform well and fail more den 2 den its also useless because you cannot proceed to year 3. So this 2 sem i hv to reli work my butts out and prove to everyone i can be a good scholar too. Not jus by looks but by brains too.
To all my college mates,i wish them all the best with assignments as next fri is our due date in submitting all 3 assignments which are quite tough and not that easy to comply with. With time constraint and not much guidance by lecturers,hopefully our uni would be kind enough to let us a pass for this sem. May god bless all of us. Lastly, to my beloved little bro, happy birthday as it is already past midnight. Make sure you be a good boy starting from now on as u are already 10 years old.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

HIV & AIDS ARE NOT THE SAME

I finally learned that HIV & AIDS are not the same and thats the purpose we attended this seminar in class today...Our beloved moral studies lecturer cordially invited some speakers from as far as poland,denmark and hong kong to come talk bout this topic and i can assure u that if u were in the seminar u would find that times passed reli quickly. They were very entertaining but it was us being the shy people and i was so embarassed during one demonstration where i was involved....yewwww... i hope one of my classmate would understand hw i feel right now :(
Anyways, we played alot of games and followed by some very useful information like how we contracted HIV in a manner that all of us are unaware and u will be shocked to realised that the whole class was :) but i dun quite like their speech when they present so i guessed there is some drawback from this seminar...lol .... the speakers educated us very detail like how to support HIV patient like being not discriminating ppl with these desease cause they will not passed this on.
After the seminar, we had 20 min break and after that we were suppose to be studying religion but Mr.Z was as usual having technical failure and he proceed to brief us on the assignment presentation due next thurs!! Jus 8 days to prepare and i had to delay the discussion for malaysian studies and replace with moral studies. But when i wan to inform 2 gals bout tis, they were missing and so my group partner said to ask dem tom and see how... But im thinking of proceeding without them cause i dun think its advisable to cancel jus bcause of them since we plan to bring our laptops right?

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

What a beautiful Day

I think today is a beautiful day, don't you think so? All this while i've being longing for days to pass as quickly as possible but today i wish that time will move abit slower. It is a day i believe that i will enjoy :) I have being going for yoga classes non-stop this 2 days and it has been very tiring but at the same time i feel energized.
This week i'm gonna start work in taipan & thinking of it makes me pretty excited too. I mean where do u get the chance to jus work oni for a day and it falls on a weekends?How cool is that?lolxx
Of course i have to thank my dear friend for recommending me this job and i would be seeing her this coming thurs which is tomorrow. I'm suppose to meet the person in charge a.k.a the boss. So i have to give her a good impression too i suppose. As usual when i think back my ex college friends attending classes makes me feel much bored. Everyday seeing them is like a motivation but now i'm all alone. So i hope i can get through it myself.
Right now i'm just feeling so hungry but i always tell myself i must control what i eat. Must eat but not too much or over eat. Cause den all my yoga stretching would all be gone into the drain and i don't want that to happen. I wan to tell myself i'm confident that i can get the figure i always dream of and dreams do come true. We jus need to grab the opportunity to make it real. Same goes for study, this time would be my last chance so i must treasure it like there is no tomorrow.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

-7.06.09-

As the clock are ticking slowly , i was wishing it was ticking much faster then i would have less worries about my studies. Unlike my sis she could start studying now and busy with homeworks??Unbelievable right?She never does homework when she was in TARC. I hope i'm as busy as her when its my time. What did i do today??Hmmm... i went for a haircut this afternoon and although i miss my long hair , i'm pretty satisfied with the results i'm getting. It makes me feel more confident and everyone seems to agree the same.
Another thing i'm trying to aim in my life is weight losing and i am still trying very hard to impress myself and everyone. I did see some results from one of my friends comments. She said that i look different now and i thank her for raising my motivation. She's the best i have in my life and of course there are others u know. I really miss being close with them, its like losing half your life without them .
I got a job offered to me and its quite simple and its on a weekends which i think is no problem. Plus I've always wanted to work and study at the same time without my studies affected by it. I think its a good opportunity for me to be finally a useful person. I always think that i was useless especially in the eyes of someone close to me. Finally i have the chance of proving I'm useful and i thank the friend who recommend this job to me.

Friday, June 5, 2009

=05.06.09=

Finally i can start blogging about my new and boring life... Well, it won't be boring once my new life starts in a new college soon.. I'm looking forward to a better future the college can assist me.. But i still wish that i could continue being in my old college mixing with the usual gang i used to have.. But its all too late to regret because there is no way to turn back time anymore.. I had the opportunity and i didn't use it well.. So, too bad.
Holidays has been wonderful but i'm not used to having too long a holidays.. I rather make myself useful. And thank god i found something to do that make me feels that time passes faster.. I'm currently taking up yoga and i've even change my eating habits.. But i still missed those times where me and my gang go makan makan without considering how many calories i'm adding up because i'm enjoying myself thats most important..
About the stressful part is that i have done something big that is wrong which is i loose my landlord's keys.. But it was a key that is useless and i really dunno whther to confess to her or not. I'm not sure what to do and i'm still trying my best to retrieve back the key.. If i know this would happen, i wouldn't separate it in the first place. What a stupid idea !! I thought i won't be that forgetful to think where i might placed it. I hope that nothing goes wrong if i didn't return it. My plan is to return whatever keys i have right now with me and hope the agent wont ask anything either.. Its already bad enough for me to be moving back to subang and loose so many friends i've cherished.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

24-02-2009

Its been awhile since i log in because i was trying to get use to my working environment but dun misunderstand cause i'm not permanently working, just doing ym intern:) I miss my college life but at the same time i wish i could start on my carrier soon... then i could so many things that i may find it exciting with people i could choose. No restrictions from anyone , not even my parents (*i hope).... I'm just so confused what will happen to me in the future like who will i ended with in a family or who are my true friends beside me and will i still have my parents when i proceed on with life. Will they support me like how my buddies do?
Of course i try not to think too much as i have 2 things i got to accomplish now. First would be to get my degree and second would be completing my acca before i reach the age of 25. I know its rather difficult since i'm 22 this year already. I'm worried if everything goes wrong i would regret taking this route but i'm pretty sure i'm right with what i have choose. Thinking bout the old times i have with friends and now with them all disappearing one by one, its pretty a sad case for me as i have to make more new friends. But i nvr think about replacing them as they are always in my mind and i would nvr forget them even if they do.
The reason i'm so free for now is because my boss has nothing for me to do and so far i've been using my working times to play games, chit chat and doing word search. If not, i wouldn't know what to do and thanks to my dad tht i have a laptop with me too... So i can surf the net where there is wireless connection. As for my academic , i hope tht results will be coming out asap so that i can plan my future studies. Now i know what is planning & implementing I've learn from my management papers. Its not as easy as it goes.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

26th deCembEr 2008

I have another one more week and right now i cant really think much except looking for ppl to share ideas with me. I'm not good in anything except for reading and studying. I hope that the special day would turn out well although i use a short time to think bout it. I'm really hoping that he is a happy person with all he's buddies and a good job for year 2009 :) May god bless him with lots of happiness and prosperities...
Right now all i can think of is what should i get him??Nikki gave me lots of ideas and now with that i still need to find the perfect gift. Actually im gonna give him 2 gifts but not many ppl will know bout it. Its my dream to give him this special gift but i have many objections from the ppl im close with. Everyone thinks its a bad idea but i think is special. Mayb for now is jus a secret i'll never reveal :) I jus hope he like it and im sorry for giving this present late and i know its not good giving someone a present after the real birthday. So im gonna give him 2 kind of presents :)