Wednesday, December 3, 2008

BluR + coNfuSeD = strEsS

First of all, i dunno why i cannot concentrate in doing my assignments? Probably is because that i worry too much and think that something bad will happen??I need a clue and im reli looking for someone to share my problems.. But i know i must be a strong person and i cannot just fall down infront of everyone. I promised that i'll work hard to get through my 1st year and i must mean it. If i give up now, then im not mentally and emotionally sttong.
Most important is i don't give up until the very last minute but the question is that how i do something that i don't have a clue of? The lecturer and tutor is the same person so its meaningless asking for guidance right? My group members has the same worries that im having right now so i wont bother asking them because this the time where pressure is all on us.
Maybe i should jud try my best and Fri we'll see what is there to come for us??but we are lack of time and is ticking pretty fast.. How can i ever get through this time?I'm so dead meat!! For now, im reli trying my best 2 study and in the same time i hope my own notes is sufficient for me to complete the assignment.. And with gods help i really something miracle will happen for us AAC1!! I'm having mid terms for finance this sat and even that i've not started yet, not until tomorrow. So means that i have less than 24hrs 2 complete this PM assignment..
So far, my beloved is busy working hard and i know he reli try he's best and i'll also try 2 make him more happy until the end of this year because i've prepared a surprise for him next year as he's turning 22 soon :) I cant wait for happy thing to come because its never endless and it doesnt count how much u spend for it but with who u spend with and how u spend it :) Even that i always counted the days we have been together and all the hard things we have gone through. No one can tear us apart as long we have the heart.

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