-i HaTe U!!!-

I had a very terrible day and probably this day would turn pretty bad soon in the future. I had just ruined my hopes and dreams of going overseas to further my studies . I promised my parents i would work my ass up and also promised someone we would work hard together to have a bright future. But.... I had jus ruined with my bare hands. How can I ever face them again?I'm so ashamed of myself and plus I really studies hard for this paper. I even did so much of revision on this subject thinking that I would at least get good grades.
I went to have lunch with my friends after the exams and we chatted stuff bout exams again!! Making me think about it really makes me go crazy so much more. I know i should not add pressure to myself. I promise my mom i would try my best with guiding my sis along the way knowing that she also cannot take it anymore. It's not easy handling 8 subjects when u have so little time to finish revision in time. I understand how she feel because I was in her shoes once. And i promise myself I wont let myself suffer like that anymore.
Now I have no choice but to leave all this worries behind and look forward to aim for other subjects. No use being sad on just that particular subject which you have no confident in it right?I wish all the best to the others sitting for examinations this Saturday, and hope that everyone pass well. I don't think they would have problem with this paper because its almost calculations. I am only much worried of myself because I'm not good in everything.